ONLY THEN WILL HE FEEL THE PAIN OF NOT GIVING HER THE ROSE GARDEN ” (CG).
When is enough, enough?? For Kevin Cook NEVER! This is my story of a man who betrayed his girlfriend in every possible way morally. He thinks he can bully, abuse, cheat, then lie his way out of any situation this is not the case any longer. It is in no means to get revenge you can not hurt someone who does not FEEL. My disclosure of my experience with Kevin Cook, is only here for someone like me, the next victim , and the victim after , during, you. Read and decide for yourself if what is occurring to you is similar.
I NEVER KNEW KEVIN UNTIL AFTER ALL OF THIS! WHEN YOUR IN SOMETHING LIKE THIS EVERYONE BLAMES YOU! BUT , THEY DO NOT KNOW HOW RELENTLESS KEVIN WAS IN PURSUIT OF ME! I WILL BE DOING AN AUDIO WITH HIS OWN VOICE MESSAGES! KEVIN ACTS LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED! EXCEPT WHEN HE TALKS TO ME , THEN, HE ADMITS TO HIS BEHAVIOR. BUT I HAVE AN EMAIL WHICH I WILL POST , WHERE HE STATES HE WAS NEVER SORRY. ACTUALLY HER IT IS:
6:22 PM (19 hours ago)
I have never been sorry. Your letting your imagination run away.( SWEET GUY, guess Everything Kevin said was exactly what I came to the conclusion after the stds I contracted from him. )
Kevin Nogmo Its a Sad day…..I will miss the sit … Remove (For all those cheaters out there, no google!) Leave you ( HERE IT IS IN HIS OWNS WORDS) June 19th 2015
IF ON LINE DATING APPS, SOCIAL MEDIA CAN BE USED TO LURE VICTIMS INTO A TRAP THEN IT CAN ALSO BE USED TO WARN PEOPLE OF SUCH INDIVIDUALS !
The Comment: Every word that you are about to Read is true. I have proof of every incident that I will disclose. The whole story is 100 times worst. Most importantly remember: It was Kevin Cook’s choice to hurt and continue on with this destructive course through his own actions and words. He did this , not me, or anyone else. The reason for this disclosure is because I do not want any female who is honest and good to ever suffer what I did because of Kevin C.. The story is sad and long. The irony is it ended the way it began by Kevin lying from day one ( a trap ) sleeping around to Kevin lying and sleeping with someone else as soon as he left my house. Kevin does not shower or use condoms when he goes from one person to another (that is the addiction) for which he has never sought help for. He is more concerned with himself (“sex is my love”)Kevin Cook . He lies and tells everyone whatever will get him laid. Rachel. POF LIZ, some Dr. , young waitress under 21, Priya (Gross), steiner ranch females apartment complex , Brodie Lane female: all of these women he denies sleeping with. According to him they were either gross or he was not attracted to them. If anyone can tell me who he spent December 30th and 31st with for both 2012 and 2013? I would really appreciate clarity on this matter. He denies being with any female on these dates. Portland, He claims there is a Steve but, the only people he talked about where females and his real fb and instagram have some of them. So, that is the reason why you will never go to Portland with him. Not because Steve is having a hard time with a divorce,might be short for Stephanie who f….. knows.
I met Kevin on a dating website, we met at Trudy’s in Austin on 6/9/12. I had not dated anyone for two years. I needed a break from the dishonesty I had encountered with men. He was so cute and I was taken with him from the start. By, the end of June we had already had our first argument. But, Kevin has a way with words. He told me he had never met anyone like me, he was in love and had been waiting his whole life for someone like me. Before I knew it he told me he wanted to marry me in the fall of 2012. I had never felt the need to be married, but, something was different and for the first time I talked myself into just letting go. Afterall, we were both older and he had made his mistakes, sowed his wild oats and was ready to settle down it made sense to me at that time. I usually worked on Friday nights, but, argued with him because I could never get in touch with him after he left work. I had never had a boyfriend do this, all my relationships I could call anytime and they would answer or call me back asap. Not Kevin, I would not hear from him except sometimes via text until Saturday. Kevin, came up with a million excuses which included trying to blame me. He denied cheating on me as a matter of fact I have an email from him stating “he is not a liar or cheater and would never be” he told me that on our second date as well. He told me he wanted a future with me (marriage). His actions never held up to his words and he would disappear from Friday evenings through Saturday I could never get in touch with him once he left work. 10/5/12 he was with me that morning he told me we were committed to each other and asked what color gold white or yellow for my ring. We spoke throughout the day. I finally decided to find out the truth about what he was doing (laundry and errands) according to him on Friday nights. 45 minutes after our last communication, I walked in on him butt naked inside another female with no condom on. I spoke to her, asked questions, she never actually said a word. Just shook her head to my questions. Kevin, jumped off of her and never said a word until he said ” you need to leave now”. He acted like I was a total stranger, no emotion, no guilt, no remorse. The female was not behaving like she had been deceived but, as if she owned the place. She never spoke a word. I questioned who this female was the entire time I knew Kevin. I have come to understand and accept it was the female I thought it was from the beginning. I had the displeasure of being asked to hang out with Kevin and his so-called friends ( I think they were “swingers”, that is what he said later). I will leave it at that. As I was walking out the door, for no reason at all he said “I’m going to call the police on you”. You will see the emails from that day below. Telling me how much ” He loved me ” and then treating me, the person who had been lied to, betrayed by him, speaking to me this way after the most devastating and heartbreaking moment of my life to date. This is how I found out what he was really doing Friday evenings into Saturdays. Since that day, nothing would be the same again. I endured Kevin’s relentless pursuit of me. Calling/ emailing from numerous numbers. All I would block ,then, he would call from another restricted number or make up a new email. He would stop by and cry randomly. Leave notes, it got to the point I filed numerous police reports and finally did a no trespassing warning issued by the police to him. But, Kevin only knows how to do one thing manipulate. I have never experienced a man like this (no moral compass) and was emotionally devastated by the image of 10/5 that I could not get out of my head. He played on this from 10/5/12-7/31/14. He played his emotional games with me. I contracted 2 different stds from him in 7/14. Many arguments have been had since then, but, he promised and failed to provide proof (phone records) that he did not leave my house that day and sleep with someone else. I needed this proof because he had me fooled. I did not think he was doing it anymore because he swore he had changed. But, after he decided to tell me he was a sex addict in August I realized he had played me the whole time. I was on medicine for the entire month of August and waiting for the results from the borage of std testing I under went. Kevin, telling me about his sex addiction was just plain cruel another devastating blow to my mind and heart , as he never admitted this while we were a couple. I was in therapy from August until December trying to undue the psychological damage from being in a relationship with him. The entire time I was with Kevin I asked him to go to therapy and he promised he would but, he never did. He did however make up five complete sessions until I called his bluff. He laughed and hung up on me. Only to return to my door crying his crocodile tears and throwing his blackberry because he “could not live without me”. I still have the voice message of Kevin saying that he “started therapy to end the vicious cycle of relationships that have not worked out “. The whole thing was a lie!! Used to get me back. I have witnessed there is no low he will not stoop too in order to get what he wants. Lastly, with are few phone conversations from this year 2015 (which are recorded) he felt the need for no reason at all during our conversations to tell me how bad he really was in 2013 and 2014. It was him bragging that he had used his lies and manipulation to keep me, only to stab me in the back yet again, by admitting “yes, I was very bad”. It was not like I had not realized that by the STDS I contracted or the admission of his sex addiction. On July 31st after spending five days with me ,as I had told him if he wanted to be with me then he had to start behaving like it. He lasted only five days, on the fifth day July 31 st 2014 he left while I was in the shower. He never said a word just left. The last two weeks in July, Kevin, knew I was having pain and I had already accused him of cheating again. He told me “no”, he “would never do that to me again.” The last night he was at my place, he was on his tablet as usual ,pretty much ignoring me. Except to tell me I could not go to Boise with him as he had promised ( I HAVE COME TO FIND OUT , THAT HE WENT TO CA INSTEAD. THE REAL REASON I WAS NEVER GOING ANYWHERE WITH HIM.) I had been through this before. He did the same exact thing on 10/4/2012. The next day I found him having sex with another female in his apartment. I emailed him on Friday 8/1/14 telling him about the STD I had contracted from him, because he had conveniently blocked my phone calls. He knew I had gone to the Doctors that day because I spoke to him while I was in the Doctor’s office. He did not give a shit about what was happening to me.
STDS ARE REAL AND YOU WILL BE LEFT ALL ALONE TO DEAL WITH WHAT HE GAVE YOU!
(PICTURE IN 7/15 I WAS STILL HAVING ISSUES ALMOST A YEAR LATER, YES , I HAD THIS DONE 7/14 AND 8/14 , HOWEVER, I NEVER TOOK A PICTURE OF AFTER THE BLOOD WORK THAT COMES WITH THE PAIN AND HUMILIATION OF BEING WITH KEVIN COOK!)
KEVIN NEVER WENT AS FAR AS I KNOW , I DO NOT KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE A YEAR LATER HE HAD BEEN WITH, SEX ADDICT !!
This from a man who goes from telling me “I’m the One ” to playing the victim, picking a fight, and then running as fast as he could out the door. What kind of person can hurt someone like that, then continue to pursue me making all sorts of claims about his feelings regarding me. While knowing it was just a sick game to him. I am truly grateful I did not end up with an incurable STD for the rest of my life. He obviously could care less about his actions and how he violated my body, my trust, and my kindness. Betraying someone you claim to care about whether they know it or not is not the way to live life. When I called him the morning of 7/31/14, he told me how bad he was as a person and he had many issues. I asked Kevin during our last phone conversation if there was ever a time he was with only me? His response was ” yeah there were times” our conversation before that I had asked if he ever told me the truth? He responded by saying ” I love you” . He also made a very big deal the last time we spoke that he remembers everything. During the time he was in my life part of his excuses when I would question him was “I can’t remember”. The fact that he once again made a point to let me know he remembers everything and that he was really bad is just pure evil. He was not apologetic at all. Not that it mattered, I’ve heard his bullshit apologies for years (that was when he swore he had changed 2013). I have god knows how many texts, emails ect., stating how he changed, read his stupid poems to me( I doubt he wrote himself) therefore I know now that his apologies are as empty as he is (black hole). Kevin also has a temper, at this point I will not go into that, but, it is scary. I realize now that everything Kevin Cook ever told me was just intentional deception. Now it has come full circle. He left and was with someone else that day, that weekend. That is why he will not provide the telephone records he promised he would. The following are snippets of conversations via email: just a glimpse of what I endured: All because I tried to believe him as he requested, when he would beg me to have faith in him as a person and man. October 5th 2012: (The day I caught him, I came home to find this , he sent it right before he left work). I have never met anyone like you. I am in love with you and you have my heart. Kevin On October 8th 2012 , Kevin C wrote: I am sorry I hurt you….I do love you but I have many issues. Kevin Cook I’m going to catch a cold from the ice inside my soul. -( I’m sorry . You have been the only one that has gotten through to me. I know I can’t fix this and no words can help. I am broken and need work. I have not given you any stds either. I’m sorry I hurt your kind heart. On Thursday, August 14, 2014 4:54 PM, Kevin Cook < wrote: Sesame Street – Pick Your Pet View on http://www.youtube.com/ Preview by Yahoo (He sent this after I called him a monster, regarding the stds) apparently he found the situation amusing) August 14,2014 Kevin Cook wrote: I have gained weight recently and no i dont have those Sent from my HTC on T-Mobile 4G LTE August 14,2014 Kevin Cook wrote: What i had was obviously something i have had awhile and didnt know …its awful and something im ashamed and embarrassed about but didnt get it recently at all. (notice how he words “recently at all”. That is his way of ducking time frames for Kevin recently can mean an hour. A policeman who I showed his emails to pointed this out to me but, at that time I was in to deep to understand.) August 17th, 2014 Kevin Cook wrote: I’m getting tested for it and hep and HIV just in case. Right now I’m in Boise. Warningrun March 21st 2015 wrote: all I asked for is proof, you did not leave my house and sleep with someone else . we both know I can’t believe your words. you refused to provide your telephone records. that is admission of guilt. On Mar 21, 2015 11:17 PM, “Kevin linked” <> wrote: I see this is bothering you and thank you for taking it down.. I will contact my provider to have them Mail the records since I can no longer access them online. I will do this for you so you can see I did not go anywhere else but where I told you… Home. ( HOME IS WHERE I FOUND HIM INSIDE ANOTHER FEMALE 8 HOURS AFTER HE LEFT ME) (HE WAS ACTUALLY SUPPOSE TO BE AT WORK, SO, WHY HE WAS HOME MAKES NO SENSE. WHEN I ASKED KEVIN (HE REMEMBERS EVERYTHING) WHY HE WAS HOME INSTEAD OF AT WORK HE HAD NO ANSWER). TMOBILE allows access to phone bills for up to one year. Apparently, he is the only person who can not access his phone records. (or will not)? Kevin, never came through with his promise to provide evidence that he did not leave my house and sleep with yet another person. However, in July of 2015 he did send a video of “Sugar” by Maroon 5. He used this to get me to contact him again. He started promising the phone bill again, he never produced it. Frankly, he was never going to just more lies. I told him it did not matter, I was stressed with having him somehow weasel his way in. I asked him if he could be faithful, to me and only me then I would work with him. But, he used excuses including his son, said he was moving but, yet ,still lives in Austin, TX. Anyway, after another break down from him admitting to his cruel behavior in riddles. I decided to write a book soon. Based on the years of hell a stranger put me through with false promises and lies. I have moved on. Bottom line Kevin admitted many times he was never faithful to me or anyone he has been with. From Sacramento and San Jose, CA, Portland, OR, Austin, TX .
- LATER ON THAT NIGHT HE CHASED ME AROUND A CAR/ TELLING ME HE WAS GOING TO KILL ME / SEE SAFETY PAGE
- HE WILL DISAPPEAR/ LIE ABOUT WHY AMD WHERE HE WAS/ HE WOULD SCREAM AT ME WHEN I PUSHED AND HUNG UP AND OUT OF NO WHERE SHOW UP AT MY DOOR. SOMETIMES 2 WEEKS LATER, CRYING “I CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT YOU” I NEED YOU”.
- THE TRUTH IS RIGHT THERE, A MAN WHO LOVES YOU WILL NEVER DISAPPEAR. IN FACT HE WANTS TO SPEND AS MUCH TIME WITH YOU AS HE CAN ESPECIALLY WHEN HE STATES “I HAVE NEVER HAD A CONNECTION LIKE THIS AND NEVER WILL AGAIN.”
- PHONE / DEVICES SHOULD ALWAYS BE ACCESSIBLE AT ALL TIMES/ OF COURSE ONLY IF YOUR NOT HIDING ANYTHING/ ALSO KEVIN WILL DOES HAVE A COUPLE PHONES, TRYING TO KEEP TRACK WILL NEVER HAPPEN
- BLAMING OR STARTING A FIGHT / COMES BACK A FEW WEEKS LATER
- (HE WAS WITH SOMEONE ELSE THIS IS ONE OF THE WAYS HE JUSTIFIES WHAT HE DOES)
6. TAKES NO REAL INTEREST IN WHO YOU ARE OR WANTS TO BE A PART OF YOUR LIFE
7. TAKES VACATIONS WITHOUT YOU ( PORTLAND, HE HAS NO GUY FRIENDS THERE OR ANYWHERE EXCEPT FB ACQUITTANCES) ONLY EX. AND IF IT WAS PLATONIC HE WOULD HAVE NO PROBLEM TAKING YOU TO CA, AND PORTLAND. HE WILL NOT!
or HAS A BUSINESS TRIP THAT HAPPENS TO RUN THROUGH THE WEEKEND.
8. TELLS YOU HE WANTS A BABY WITH YOU.
9. USES ALIASES,
CALEB COOK (MAGICMERLIN@gmail.com)
KEVIN noGMO ( KEVIN 2060)
10. SOCIAL MEDIA, KEVIN IS ON ALL OF IT, IF HE SAYS YOUR HIS GIRLFRIEND MAKE SURE YOU HAVE ACCESS, TO FB, INSTAGRAM, AND EVERYTHING ELSE. HE WILL NOT LET YOU, OR HE WILL CREATE A FAKE ACCOUNT WITH 4 PEOPLE. KEVIN HAS 75 FOLLOWERS AND MOST ARE FEMALES IN AUSTIN, PORTLAND, CA, NV, ID ( CAN NOT TRUST KEVIN). THEY DO NOT KNOW ABOUT YOU AND VICE VERSA BESIDES HIM SAYING BAD THINGS.
( KEVIN DOES NOT DO ANYTHING THAT WILL NOT BENEFIT HIM. HE DOES NOT CARE ABOUT GMOS, THIS WORLD , PETS, RECYCLING ( I USE TO TAKE OUT ALL OF THE RECYCLES FROM MY GARBAGE , HE KNEW I RECYCLED BUT, HE DIDN’T CARE.
IF YOU THINK A GUY WHO HAS SEX WITH PEOPLE IN THE SAME DAY ( WHEN IN A COMMITTED RELATIONSHIP) , WEEK , NO SHOWER , SPREADING STDS, NO CONDOMS, CARES ABOUT GMO’S?)
NO JUST BEER, STRIP JOINTS, PROSTITUTES, AND YOUNG GIRLS WITH “DADDY ISSUES”
HE SAID THAT
I SAID HE WOULD COME UP WITH NEW ALIASES: YES HE DID, AND HE WILL COME UP WITH MORE!
calls from numerous numbers ie. 512-985-0214. Sends Numerous emails from different addresses as well as anonymous ( if you get one copy it before closing out otherwise it disappears) when you block him. He also enjoys signing my email address to every kind of porn subscriptions he has! PIG!!! Absolute proof of how much he enjoys hurting the one he swears he woudl never hurt. People like him need to stay with their own kind, keep the STDs between themselves!
I’m not sure why you keep sending me female p*** considering the fact that you watched homosexual p*** the entire last weekend you were with me. I believe every person has a right to their own sexual preference, but, their is also the right of disclosure. When you tell someone you are exclusive and tell them you want to move in and marry that person. That is the time when anyone with a moral conscience has to disclose who she or he really is, and let the other person decide whether they want to continue the relationship. In Kevin’s case, it was just another con, he is absence of morals, honesty, respect for others ect. This is why this story exists. Every time I walked in the room Kevin was watching men having sex on his tablet, I know he made it a point to tell me about his past homosexual experience but he made himself out to be the victim as usual. He definitely likes spending time with gay men. He made that a point to tell how aggressive one was becoming.
It is so scary to find this out because you contracted an STD , some people just do not care that they / Kevin are potentially , intentionally subjecting another person to a life threatening or disgusting disease. Kevin is the only man I have been with that I contracted anything from. Real men, good men, do not would not subject the one they love to any of this. Aids, Hep, or Genital Herpes all real very real!!
He admitted too, prostitutes( who he insists would have slept with him for free!!LOL He is insane.), multiple men ,married women, women with boyfriend’s, women who recently had babies he likes to drink the milk, females under age 21 (to teach them new things, apparently how to have sex in a few positions because when your dick is bent that is all you can do) swingers, he said Alex and Priya were swingers which explained her talking about how sore fat ass breasts that matched the size of her body perfectly. Jennifer, Sherry? What did he say about you? Most of the time he does not use peoples names.
LIE, LIE, LIE AS HE BREATHES, WILL LIE RIGHT IN YOUR EYES/ TELL YOU “YOUR HIS BEST FRIEND/ NO ONE ELSE LIKE YOU/ PILLOW TALK “(PROMISES MADE IN THE BEDROOM BY HIM) OUT OF THE BEDROOM, YOU GET NOTHING!
AGE 44 WILL BE 45 6/20 THIS YEAR 2017
KEVIN COOK AUSTIN, TX Kevin2060 ,Kevinnogmo ADMITTED SEX ADDICT ( MULTIPLE PARTNERS/ NO CONDOMS) . LIES AS HE BREATHES! CHEERS! FAVORITE PLACE TO LURE FEMALES ON LINE DATING ANY FREE APP. HE IS CHEAP AND HE THINKS YOU ARE TOO! POF , DATING.COM, HOOKUPS.COM, ANY CHEAP SITE! USERNAMES: MAGICMERLIN, NINJA KEVIN SMITH, BRIAN WALKER, TONY DORFEST, KEVIN C, Kevin noGMO.
HE WILL MAKE UP ANY NAME TO AVOID THIS SITE! LADIES HE REVIEWS THIS SITE VERY FREQUENTLY, HE IS LYING TO YOU REGARDING THIS SITE, I HAVE ALL THE PROOF THIS IS WHY HE CAN DO NOTHING ABOUT IT!! KEVIN COOK IS NOTHING BUT PURE SCUM!!
REMEMBER HE’S LIVING THE DREAM!!
HISTORY CHANNEL ROCKS!! RIGHT HUN , MORNING SUNSHINE ” MISS ME”, ‘I NEED YOU’, ” I CHOOSE YOU , ( SARA B) ,” “I JUST NEED TO HOLD YOU” , “DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SITE, “THAT IS WHAT IT WAS WHEN I SAW YOU ” “WE HAVE A CONNECTION” ” A MILLION FEMALES COULD NOT REPLACE YOU” AND ANYTHING SAID IN THE BEDROOM HAS BEEN SAID A MILLION TIMES BEFORE YOU! HE DOES NOT LOOK LIKE MUCH BUT HE STATES HE HAS BEEN WITH OVER 100 WOMEN THAT WAS IN 2012, AFTER SEEING HIS PHONE . HE WAS SLEEPING WITH MYSELF, SOMEONE WHO HAD NO NAME , AND TRYING TO GET LAID TO POF LIZ. HE CHEATS BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT EXCITES HIMS , HE ENJOYS IT! HE TOLD ME HE WILL DO IT WHEN EVER HE FEELS LIKE IT! MEN ARE NOT MADE TO BE MONOGAMOUS! HAVE TO SPREAD YOUR SEED, THINKS HE IS NOT FERTILE BECAUSE HE ONLY HAD ONE CHILD! OF COURSE THIS ALL CAME OUT IN DIFFERENT TIMES AND ARGUMENTS AND THEN HE WILL SEDUCE YOU AND TELL YOU HE DID NOT MEAN IT, AS HE THEN WALKS OUT YOUR DOOR, SMILING, OFF TO THE NEXT! IT WOULD HAVE BEEN NICE TO KNOW THIS BEFORE I SLEPT WITH HIM, NOT THE LIES OF HOW HE WAS LOOKING FOR THE ONE, AND WOULD NEVER CHEAT BECAUSE SHERRY CHEATED ON HIM AND HE KNOWS HOW THAT FEEELS!
SCHEDULE: MONDAYS,USUALLY DISAPPEARS FOR HOURS AFTER WORK, WILL CALL BACK LATER AT NIGHT
TUESDAY (NO IDEA , USUALLY HOME BUT, HAS BEEN OUT AT BARS ECT.)
WEDNESDAY ( HIS FAVORITE DAY) THIS IS THE DAY HE ASSIGNS YOU, I HAVE HAD THIS SITE FOR AWHILE AND JUST LIKE MY RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM. HE DOES NOT DEVIATE FROM HIS SCHEDULE . UNLESS, SOMEONE HAS BROKEN UP WITH HIM, MIGHT BE VERY MEAN AT THIS POINT OR YOU PUSH HIM TO STAY IT TOOK 8 MONTHS TO GET HIM TO STAY THURSDAY THROUGH SUNDAY, AND STILL COMING OVER WED. BUT THAT LASTED FOR ABOUT 1-2 MONTHS AND WHEN HE STARTED UP AGAIN . HE WAS CRUEL!
THURSDAY NIGHT ( UNKNOWN) USUALLY HOME AT SOME POINT
FRIDAY ONE OR TWO GIRLS DEPENDING ON THURSDAY NIGHT MORNING/ EVENING, SATURDAY, LEAVES IN AFTERNOON AROUND 4:00, WILL MAKE UP ANY EXCUSE AND WILL NOT STAY NO MATTER WHAT YOU TRY!
THEN GOES TO SECOND GIRL FROM MID SATURDAY TO EARLY SUNDAY
THEN HE MEETS NEW GIRL FOR BRUNCH SOMEWHERE, RUNS ERRANDS, AND GOES HOME TO MAKE HIS PHONE CALLS TO KEEP EVERYONE IN LINE.
ALSO ALWAYS HAS EXTRA CLOTHES IN CAR WILL TELL YOU A MILLION REASONS ( HE DRIES THEM IN THERE FROM THE HEAT SO HE DOES NOT HAVE TO USE HIS DRYER) , HMMM………
WHAT GOOD MAN HAVE YOU DATED OR WAS IN A RELATIONSHIP WiTH HAD A TRUNK FULL OF CLOTHES???????????
AND WILL LIE AS TO THE REASON! PROBABLY IN HIS TRUNK AT THIS POINT.
THINK ABOUT THIS, HE FLIES TO ID, CA, PORTLAND, YUP!
HE ALSO TOLD ME A STORY ABOUT A LAY OVER, DURING A TRIP, HE WENT TO THE BAR PICKED UP A GIRL AND SLEPT WITH HER . THEN, HE WENT TO VISIT WHOMEVER AND SLEPT WITH YOU, NICE GUY.
KEVIN USUALLY GOES TO PORTLAND IN OCTOBER, BUT, 2013 HE DID NOT? HE CAME TO VISIT ME IN NJ FOR THAT WEEKEND, I ACTUALLY THOUGHT HE WAS GOING TO PROPOSE! OMG, NO! HE HAD SWORN THAT IF I GOT BACK TOGETHER WITH HIM IN AUGUST OF 2013, EVEN THOUGH I MOVED HOME, HE WOULD WORK IT OUT SO WE COULD BE TOGETHER. WE SWORE FROM JULY 2013 -OCTOBER 2013 HE HAD NOT BEEN WITH ANYONE. I KNOW NOW THAT WAS TOTAL BS!
PLEASE DO NOT TRY TO CATCH HIM IN THE ACT, YOUR EYES WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO UNDO THAT MEMORY. I NEVER THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO WALK IN ON WHAT I DID, HE ENJOYED SEEING ME IN PAIN AND THAT PAIN LEAD TO ME STAYING WITH HIM AND NOW TO THIS FOR YOU! THIS IS WHAT I WROTE 3 DAYS LATER AFTER HAVING TO WRITE A TERM PAPER FOR 10/9 ,THE DAY AFTER I CAUGHT HIM.
10/08/12 at 6:18 PM
My eyes will never forget what they saw that day
Although I wish they would
My heart will always remember the pain
Although I wish it wouldn’t
My mind will not let me erase the image
Although I wish I could
My body reminds me by the sick feeling I get
I wish it would stop
The last words I hear are not I’m sorry, but, “I’m calling the police”
Go on with your day
I felt her pain and she felt mine
I felt her love but questioned if it was true
She opened up to me but I couldnt see
She tried to tell me but I coudnt hear
Now I am alone and hear silence.
I SAW KEVIN 10 /11 I DO NOT KNOW HOW BUT WE SLEPT TOGETHER.
BEAUTIFUL , BUT, EMPTY AND NOT EVEN SURE IF HE WROTE IT, AS YOU CAN READ THINGS OBVIOUSLY CONTINUED TO NOT GO WELL. BTW HE WENT TO PORTLAND THAT DAY , DEFINITELY NOT ALONE, OR SILENCE, WHEN I DID SEE HIM AGAIN, HE TOLD ME HE HUNG OUT WITH HIS EX, WENT TO STRIP BARS, AND DRANK LOTS OF BEER! SOUNDS LIKE HE HAD A PARTY! I DO NOT THINK HE WAS HURTING!
UNFORTUNATELY, AS YOU READ THIS HE READS IT FIRST, HE HAS LEARNED HOW TO CIRCUMVENT CERTAIN THINGS. HE TOOK A GIRL AWAY FOR A WEEKEND SO HE STATES. BASICALLY, HE IS TRYING TO PRETEND TO BE NORMAL. ALSO, THIS HEIGHTENS THE EXCITEMENT FOR HIM, YOU ARE NOW PART OF A HORRIBLE GAME!
BUT, WE ALL KNOW WHAT GOOD IS AND FEELS LIKE AND HOW IT BEHAVES, TRUST YOUR GUT, WHEN HE IS NO WHERE TO BE FOUND!