OKAY, REMEMBER I LEARNED ALL OF THIS THE HARD WAY BECAUSE I WANTED TO BELIEVE HIM AND I KEPT TELLING HIM AND MYSELF HE HAD POTENTIAL TO BE GOOD OR THAT NO ONE I KNEW COULD BE SO BAD!
FIRST TIME HE PUT HIS HANDS ON ME WAS IN OCTOBER 2012. I WAS ASKING ABOUT WHY HE CHEATED. NOTHING HE WAS SAYING WAS TRUE OR MADE SENSE. I WAS WORKING ON MY COMPUTER AS I QUESTINIONE HIM. I MUST HAVE GOTTEN TO HIM OR CORNERED HIM IN HIS LIES, BECAUSE NOW 2017 I HAVE COME TO UNDERSTAND HE HAD MULOTPE RELATIONSHIOPSS IN DIFFERENT STATES AND IN AUSTIN. HE GRABBED ME AND SAID “NOW IT’S ON”!! I GOT SCARED AND TEARS CAME DOWN MY FACE. HE LET GO I WENT OUTSIDE AND CRUMPLED INTO A BALL ON MY CHAIR. HE CAME OUT AND STARTED SAYING HE WAS SORRY BUT, I TOOK IT THE WRONG WAY. THE REST WILL BE TOLD LATER.
SECOND TIME: JANUARY 15TH 2013: SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE TWICE! ( I DID NOT PRESS CHARGES ALTHOUGH THE POLICE WANTED ME TOO.) NO REASON, GOT INTO A HUGE YELLING ARGUMENT ONCE AGAIN IN THIS BLOG. I WENT TO THE POLICE THE NEXT DAY! THIS IS ALL IN THIS WEBSITE BLOGS. HE WENT TO PORTLAND TO SEE HIS OTHER GIRLFRIEND STEFANIE THAT WAS ( STEVE AS HE TOLD ME) . APPARENTLY, HE HAD BEEN SEEING HER SHE EVEN CAME TO AUSTIN, THE ENTIRE I WAS WITH HIM.
THIRD EASTER 2013 ; SAN ANTONIO IN A HOUSE HE CLAIMS HE OWNS. HE COULD NOT GET IT UP, SO HE PUT HIS HANDS AROUND MY THROAT AND SAID ” I CAN KILL YOU AND KNOW ONE WOULD KNOW.” I PUT MY KNEE IN HIS CROTCH AND TOLD REMINDED PEOPLE DID KNOW I WAS WITH HIM. HIM HE LET GO, HE TEXTED THE OTHER GIRLS ALL WEEKEND, IT WAS EASTER . WE WENT TO HOWL AT THE MOON ALL PLACE HE KNEW VERY WELL! I CAUGHT TEXTING SOMEONE ” I WAS THINKING OF YOU, I WENT TO HOWL AT THE MOON LAST NIGHT”. FRANKLY, I KNEW HE WOULD LEAVE ME IN SAN ANTONIO, I SPOKE BRIEFLY ABOUT IT , HE SAID IT WAS HIS REALTOY BECAUSE THAT IS HOW YOU TALK TO BUSINESS PEOPLE? BULLSHIT!
FOURTH TIME APRIL OR MAY 2013: HE KICKED IN MY GATE AT MY HOUSE BREAKING THE FLOWER POTS ON THE OTHER SIDE, ONCE AGAIN CALLED THE POLICE. I HAVE THE PICTURES WILL POST THEM. I WOULD NOT LET HIM IN BECAUSE HE WAS NOT ANSWERING HIS PHONE AND ANYONE WITH KEVIN NOW KNOWS WHAT THAT MEANS.
MAY 2014 MEMORIAL WEEKEND: CHASED ME AROUND HIS CAR SCREAMING HE WAS GOING TO KILL ME! I REGRET NOT HAVING HIM ARRESTED THAT NIGHT. ONCE AGAIN STORY ON THIS SITE.
SCREAMED AT ME MULTIPLE TIMES IN PUBLIC AND WHILE I WAS WITH MY FRIENDS OR ALEX AND PRIYA THE SWINGERS AND THE GIRL I CAUGHT HIM HAVING SEX WITH.
NONE OF THESE EMAILS HAVE BEEN ALTERED EXCEPT EMAIL ADDRESSES TAKEN OUT!
Brian Walker <firstname.lastname@example.org> ( one of his akas)
01/28/13 at 5:50 PM
Yes im still thinking about you. How can I not? Why cant you text me and tell me you miss me? Is it that difficult for you to do? Are you the one I lost for good? I want to come over to see you so badly but I dont want to hurt you or cause you pain. I still feel so badly about last time I came over that it has stopped me. I am so sorry I hurt you.
My therapy is helping me see that I have to break this pattern.
I miss you ! My lack of pestering you and not coming over is not that I dont miss you or that I have moved on but I trully dont want to hurt you again. I want to be with you and never leave and I felt so bad when I left last time.
02/12/13 at 1:32 AM
Yesterday, was the second time you have put your hands on me. You had no right to slap me in the face and you have no right coming over and being emotionally abusive. This is last time I am going to tell you this. Do not contact me again, and do not come over my house. I have already contacted the police and have been informed to call 911 if you show up at my residence again.
On Sun, Dec 6, 2015 at 9:53 PM, Kevin linked <kevin2050@com> wrote:
That is not love …my father made mistakes like all father’s but I forgive him and he made his peace with God and helped others just days before he died. I was there with him when he visited his friend in the hospital and we both prayed with him and he accepted Jesus on his death bed. My father passed away two days later and so did his friend.
On Sun, Dec 6, 2015
TO KEVIN LINKED
You cried in February about what your dad did, and the entire time I knew you, you blames him for your sex addictions. You called in 2/13 and said you had to go to therapy from flash backs of him getting a BJ from a friend of the family’s, you were crying. So, I said I would help, but, then told you it is not my place any longer.
What happened was because I was weak in my faith at that time and wasn’t walking with God like i should. Satan used that moment to his advantage by sending one of his minions from nearby to scare and manipulate both of us. It did not stay in me but left me when you walked away . I actually felt it leave me and then couldn’t physically stand so I got in the car and passed out. Its very real and is one of the reasons I stopped ghost hunting
(KEVIN TO THIS DAY 2017 HAS NEVER STOPPED GHOST HUNTING, HE THINKS HE IS A DEMI GOD, HE HAS PICTURES OF HIMSELF AND HIS SON IN CEMETERIES PUT THIS UNDER EVERYTHING KEVIN SAYS IS JUST A LIE).
|TO Kevin SUNDAY DEC 6TH, 2015|
You speak as if you never did anything wrong, as if I chased you around a car screaming profanities ect. Kevin your lying wright now
|(I STAYED AND KEPT TELLING KEVIN I LOVED HIM, I PUT MSELF AT RISK, BUT, WHEN HE GOT OUT OF THE CAR AND CAME AROUND MY SIDE TELLING ME HE WAS GOING TO KILL ME! I RAN!)
THE TEXTS I HAVE PUT UP HAVE TO DO WITH ME TRYING TO GET HIM INTO THERAPY, BETWEEN SEX ADDICTION, A VERY DANGEROUS PERSON AT TIMES, I SPOKE TO HIM AND TRIED TO HELP, GIVING HIM NAME OF A PASTOR, TRYING TO MAKE SURE HE FOLLOWED THROUGH. BUT, AS YOU CAN SEE BY THE TEXT, HE WAS CONCERNED ABOUT NOT HAVING SEX. HE WAS NOT SORRY FOR WHAT HE HAD DONE TO ME THAT NIGHT, ACTUALLY BLAMED ME! YET, HE STARTED A RELATIONSHIP WITHOUT SEEKING ANY HELP OR CONTINUED ONE. BECAUSE KEVIN’S FATHER WAS A PASTOR I BELIEVE HE USES THIS TO SCARE PEOPLE WHEN THEY GET TO CLOSE TO HIM. HE IS VERY DANGEROUS, I WISH I TOLD POLICE AND FILED CHARGES, BUT, I WAS TOO WORRIED ABOUT HIM. ALL OF THESE THINGS, STDS, CHEATING, TURNING AND BLAMING ME FOR WHAT HE DID, THAT IS WHAT MY THERAPY WAS FOR. I DO NOT KNOW WHAT HIS FAMILY ACTUALLY KNOWS ABOUT HIM OR ANYONE HE PRETENDS TO BE EVERYTHING HE IS NOT.)
| KEVIN IS A WOMANIZER INCAPABLE OF A MONOGAMOUS RELATIONSHIP , HE TOLD ME HAD NEVER ONCE BEEN FAITHFUL TO ANYONE!
PROBLEM IS THAT HE TELLS GOOD KIND HEARTED AMAZING FEMALES EVERYTHING HE KNOWS YOU WANT! YOU DO NOT HAVE TO SAY IT, HE CAN READ PEOPLE TO A POINT, HE AND I NEVER SAW THIS COMING!
FIRST, HE CONTINUES TO CONTACT YOU WHEN YOU TELL HIM NO, BLOCK HIM. DOCUMENT AND SAVE EVERYTHING!
YELLING BACK AT HIM WORKS WELL TOO, HE WILL LEAVE OR IF IN PUBLIC HE WILL BE A COWARD, BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT A BULLY TRULY IS! CALLING THE POLICE WAS THE KEY TO KEEPING KEVIN AWAY (MY SUCCESS), ONCE I FIGURED IT OUT!
HE WILL THEN COME TO YOUR HOUSE OR WORK, BECOMES AWKWARD ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU LIKE HIM. DO NOT OPEN THE DOOR, FIRST MISTAKE, CALL A FRIEND TO COME OVER KEVIN WILL RUN. IF YOU DO NOT HAVE ANYONE LIKE I DID NOT FOR A PERIOD OF TIME ( SEEMS TO TARGET FEMALES WHO HE THINKS HE CAN BULLY), CALL POLICE IN AUSTIN THEY ARE ACTUALLY AMAZING AND HAVE NO TOLERANCE FOR HIS BEHAVIOR. PLUS , HE IS ALREADY ON RECORD FOR DWI, AND MYSELF. I DID NOT DO THIS FOR A LONG TIME, I HID IN MY HOUSE, WHILE HE LOOKED THROUGH WINDOWS, I STARTED PARKING MY CAR IN THE GARAGE SO HE DID NOT KNOW IF I WAS HOME OR NOT. HE WAS NOT THREATENING ME, JUST THE OPPOSITE BEGGING TO WORK THINGS OUT! I COULD NOT CALL THE POLICE EVEN THOUGH EVERYONE INCLUDING THE POLICE TOLD ME TOO! I THOUGHT HE HAD TO BE THREATENING ME OR SOMETHING. ALSO, IN THE BEGINNING, I DID NOT KNOW THIS WAS A GAME, I OPENED THE DOOR AND WITHIN A FEW HOURS , DAYS, I PAID FOR IT! HE WOULD EITHER START A FIGHT OR LITERALLY JUST WALK OUT!
STAY SAFE , KEVIN DOES HAVE A TEMPER, THE POLICE SAW THIS TOO WHEN I HAD HIM PUT IN HANDCUFFS BECAUSE HE WOULD NOT LEAVE MY HOUSE. THEY WARNED HIM IF ANYTHING WAS TO HAPPEN TO ME HE WOULD BE THEIR NUMBER ONE SUSPECT! HE LOOKED LIKE HE WANTED TO KILL ME, AND THE POLICE THOUGHT SO TOO!
CONDOMS, IF HE CAN NOT SHOW YOU A RECENT COPY OF STD TESTING , YOUR LIFE IS NOT WORTH A LAY WITH A MAN WHO DOES NOT CARE WHAT HE GIVES YOU!
ISSUES; DO NOT FEED THE STRAY CAT!!!
TELL HIM TO GO SEE A THERAPIST, IF YOUR IN A GOOD RELATIONSHIP YOU WILL HAVE TO MAKE COMPRISES BUT, HIS ISSUES ARE NOT ANYTHING HE IS GOING TO CHANGE! HE LIKES WHO HE IS AND WHAT HE DOES!
MAKE HIM SHOWER BEFORE HE TOUCHES YOU, IT COULD HAVE BEEN AN HOUR SINCE HE LEFT SOMEONE ELSE. DO NOT LET HIM TURN THE TABLES ON YOU, KEVIN HAS A WAY OF MANIPULATING EVERYTHING SO THAT HE IS THE VICTIM! HE IS NOT, YOU ARE!! HE KNOWS THIS! DO NOT GIVE HIM ANY DIRT, KEVIN WOULD LOOK THROUGH MY PHONE ALWAYS TRYING TO FIND ME DOING SOMETHING WRONG. BUT, THAT IS NOT WHO I AM, I DO NOT CHEAT BECAUSE I WAS CHEATED ON! DO NOT LET HIM TELL YOU HE WILL NOT HURT YOU AGAIN, HE WILL!! ONCE HE GETS AWAY WITH IT, THE GAME STARTS. BASICALLY, YOU HAVE TO CUT HIM OFF BEFORE YOU DEVELOP FEELINGS FOR SOMETHING THAT YOU THINK IS REAL, BECAUSE HE IS PRESENTING IT TO BE. IT IS NOT! KEVIN SPEAKS BAD ABOUT WOMEN, DO NOT LISTEN, HE IS BAD! IF HE TAKES YOU TO MEET PRIYA AND ALEX RUN, LEAVE, RUN, UNLESS YOU WANT A FOURSOME! HE HAS NO REAL FRIENDS LIKE NORMAL PEOPLE , YOU WILL NEVER MEET HIS FAMILY ONLY HIS SON IF HE COMES TO AUSTIN . YOU WILL KNOW ONLY WHAT HE WANTS YOU TO , WHICH IS NOTHING! HE WILL SPEND MOST OF HIS TIME IN YOUR HOUSE, WITH YOUR FRIENDS, FAMILY, BUT, HE WILL NOT RECIPROCATE. SOMETHING HAS TO BE GOING ON THERE, I DO NOT KNOW WHAT BECAUSE HE NEVER LET ME SPEAK TO HIS MOM ON THE PHONE OR GOT TO MEET THEM LIKE HE PROMISED AT LEAST 5 TIMES.
HE WILL YELL AT YOU IN PUBLIC , GET TO A SAFE PLACE AND LEAVE HIM, ALWAYS HAVE MONEY AND YOUR PHONE CHARGED ON YOU. IN CASE YOU NEED TO GET A TAXI ASAP!
THERE ARE MANY TYPES OF CHEATING, AND BAD PEOPLE! THEY WILL NOT BREAK YOU!!
KEVIN WILL IF HE THINKS HE CAN, HE WILL TRY TO DESTROY YOUR SELF ESTEEM, YOUR MORALS, INTEGRITY, HE WILL TRY TO DESTROY YOUR ESSENCE AND TAKE ANYTHING THAT WILL MAKE YOU FEEL HOPELESS AND ALONE! HE WILL BE LAUGHING IN HIS HEAD THE WHOLE TIME!
I WILL BE DOING AN AUDIO SO YOU CAN TRULY UNDERSTAND.
KEVIN IS THE WORST OF THE WORST, HE IS ALSO THE MOST SEDUCTIVE MAN YOU WILL PROBABLY EVER MEET! THIS IS WHAT CAUSES US TO SAY, WE GET EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED / HE DOES NOT !
READ! WHAT HE SAID TO ME AS HE KNEW HE WAS GOING HOME TO SLEEP WITH THIS OTHER PERSON!
YOU ARE SPECIAL, JUST NOT TO HIM! HE DOES NOT FEEL ANYTHING EXCEPT FOR HIMSELF! I AM NOT THE FIRST AND HE HAS BRAGGED IN THAT BACKHANDED WAY WHERE HE MADE HIMSELF OUT TO BE THE VICTIM, KEVIN HAS DONE THIS SO MANY TIMES! HE DOSES NOT HAVE TO THINK ABOUT A LIE, BECAUSE HE HAS ALL THE ANSWERS FROM ALL THE YEARS HE HAS DONE THIS. HIS EYES WILL TELL YOU NOTHING! IT IS A FEELING INSIDE , YOU KNOW SOMETHING IS NOT RIGHT, THAT IS ALL YOU NEED ! YOU ARE RIGHT, HE IS THERE FOR ONE PURPOSE SELF GRATIFICATION USING YOU AND TO ABUSE YOU!
THIS IS NOT APPLICABLE TO FEMALES WANTING: A ONE NIGHT STAND, OPEN RELATIONSHIP ( IT MIGHT), OR WHO CHEATS THEMSELVES.
HE SEEKS OUT SOMEONE WHO IS KIND, WHO WILL TRY TO HELP HIM, KEVIN NEEDS NO HELP, HE IS A GROWN UP! HE WILL TAKE YOUR KINDNESS AND LEAVE YOUR HEART IN LITTLE PIECES, SO YOU FEEL NOTHING BUT PAIN!
HE WILL JOKE ABOUT THIS SIGHT, BECAUSE HE HATES IT AND HE HATES ME! NOT BECAUSE I FIGURED HIM OUT, HE LIKED THAT. BUT, BECAUSE, I AM NOT SCARED OF HIM AND I WILL WARN OTHERS! THAT IS NO FUN FOR HIS HORRIBLE GAME. PUTTING IT OUT THERE FOR EVERYONE TO KNOW, ABUSE HAPPENS BEHIND CLOSED DOORS!
HOWEVER, BECAUSE KEVIN IS SUCH A NARCISSISTIC , SADIST, HE WILL YELL AT YOUR IN PUBLIC AT SOME POINT! STAY CALM AND LEAVE HIM, I HAVE HAD TO TAKE A COUPLE TAXIS HOME. IF THIS HELPS JUST ONE OF YOU, THEN ALL OF THIS WAS WORTH IT!
THIS IS ALSO WHY I WILL BE PLAYING HIS MESSAGES, SO YOU CAN SEE THAT HE SAYS THE SAME THINGS TO EVERYONE!
FOOD FOR THOUGHT BEFORE MY STORY BECOMES YOURS!
BELOW IS NUMBER 8 THE WORST, NON REMORSEFUL AND HAS MULTIPLE PARTNERS AT ALL TIMES /ABUSIVE AND NEVER SORRY EVEN IF IT SAYS IT IS, ALL A GAME YOUR THE PREY IT IS THE PREDATOR/ YOU ARE NOTHING MORE THAN A TOY BEING USED AND SUBJECTED TO ANY STDS ANYONE ELSE HAS TRANSMITTED TO THIS CRETIN. SMILING AT YOUR DOOR BECAUSE IT KNOWS WHAT IT IS ABOUT TO DO TO YOU ( ALTHOUGH THIS ARTICLE SPEAKS IN TERMS OF MARRIED TO APPLIES TO ALL WHO CLAIM TO BE IN A COMMITTED RELATIONSHIP BUT CAN NEVER REACH THEIR COMMITTED OTHER
CHEATING FOR THE THRILL OF IT
You must remember even though it seems like these games and plans would take months to plan and act out. This type of person moves very quickly. Normally all of this has happened in a 2 – 4 week period. The cheating spouse is now feeling very comfortable, very arrogant, and very much in control of 2 different people. They don’t think the non cheating spouse cares or is smart enough to notice the cheating spouses strange change in behavior. And the other person is still waiting for the cheating spouse to make their move and leave the non cheating spouse like they have been lead to believe. This phase normally the non cheating spouse is getting suspecious and watching with great detail every move the cheating spouse makes. They start documenting everything and may start to place restrictions on the cheating spouse. And because of that this is where the cheater will always slip up and call the spouse the other persons name, try to carry on conversations with the other person in the same room or sometimes right next to the spouse.The cheaters are blinded by arrogance and always think they won’t get caught so this is the ultimate conquest right now. Doing it right in front of the non cheating spouse.
Once they slip up they are quick and ready to discredit the non cheating spouse. They will belittle, call names, threaten, and make the non cheating spouse out to be crazy. The cheating spouse will almost always succeed at this point without hard proof. They will not admit to any wrong doings and will continue to point out every fault of the non cheating spouse to keep attention away from them. They will also play the victim role at the same time telling the non cheating spouse they know they haven’t been in love with them, that because of not enough sex the cheater isn’t important The cheater will normally have the non cheating spouse apologizing and begging them to come home by playing the victim which is only encouraging the cheater more. But this is where the non cheating spouses get smart and sneaky. They know the cheating spouse is lying but need proof, so they will go to great lengths to uncover the truth. They spy on the cheating spouses cell phone, record calls, text, locations, they will track them on the computer and install GPS in the vehicle of the cheating spouse.
The cheating spouse has no intention of ending the affair now. The stakes just went off the charts, and the cheating spouses thinks he is in complete control of everyone now. They will continue to contact the other person when the non cheating spouse leaves the room for a moment. They will appear to be not hiding things and then pounce and shred the non cheating spouse to pieces when they are investigating phones or computers. The cheater loves every moment of this. They are caught but not completely, so they can continue on with the affair and completely control the non cheating spouse. This is the biggest thrill of all and the end result is when the non cheating spouse uncovers the truth and has been blamed and abused tries to kill themselves which happens many times in this type of affair. The cheating spouse will always run to save the non cheating spouse and make all sorts of promises that the affair is over and they profess their undying love. Sadly this is another level of high and the affairs rarely end. Hopefully the non cheating spouses don’t fall for the cheaters lies, manipulation, and games when the cheater apologizes but many do.The ones who don’t fall for the shallow apologizes have a greater chance of success although not always by much.
The cheating spouse will do and say everything right while continuing to deceive the non cheating spouse. Many times the cheating spouse will be caught complaining to friends and family about being caught and the methods the non cheating spouse used. Again playing the I’m a victim role and the non cheating spouse is such a horrible person. It is always found out that the cheating spouse is angry because they can no longer contact the other person. But they always have a defense when caught. The non cheating spouse is told they are being unrealistic and mean to the cheating spouse because they are checking up on them. This is an attempt to control the non cheating spouse and make them look away so the cheater to can resume the affair. The cheater will use anything he can to shift the blame and make the non cheating spouse do everything for the cheating spouse because after all it is there fault. The cheater will only tell the non cheating spouse what he wants them to know. Until there is proof he wont admit to anything, This shows they are not sorry and do not regret what they have done. Within a week they will be back to contacting the other person and when caught say they were testing the non cheating spouse or throw a fit until the non cheating spouse complies because they are afraid of loosing the cheater.
Many times this is when an affair ends but not because the cheater wants to end the relationship. The other person normally ends it at this point because they realize they have been played. Once it is over the cheater has no choice but to return to the non cheating spouse. They will promise the world but it is a matter of time before they do it again. They don’t care or want to know how the non cheating spouse feels. If the cheater is questioned about the affair or the ,non cheater has a bad day the cheater becomes annoyed and feels like they are being tortured and made to re suffer for there mistakes. They don’t care about the non cheating spouse what they are going through and just want it to go away without consequence. When left like this cheating will reoccur 100% of time.
|Sociopaths are undetectable predators that derive pleasure from hurting others. One of the hidden dangers involve intimate relationships with an unseen abuser. Despite the cleverness, enigmatic, and charming nature of these individuals, there are warning signs and methods of identifying behaviors before a situation boils out of control. Victims trapped in abusive relationships should seek help in order to safely leave the sociopath and restore peace back into their lives. Remaining in abusive relationship could literally destroy the victim’s psyche and physical help. Take a proactive approach using a pre-planned exit strategy to move on to healthier intimate relationships.|
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Sociopaths Sex Lives
1) Are fake.
2) The sociopath feels nothing emotionally.
3) Sex for a sociopath is an animalistic compulsion.
4) Sex for a sociopath is a highly effective tool of manipulation.
5) Sex for a sociopath is all in a day’s work – frequently several times a day.
6) Sociopaths are bi-sexual. Or pan-sexual. Or asexual.
7) Sociopaths avoid real intimacy during sex.
8) Sex with a sociopath is mind-blowingly awesome.
9) Sex with a sociopath is cold and non-connecting.
10) Sex with a sociopath can be rare and near non-existent.
11) Sex with a sociopath can be sexual abuse – or rape.