Kevin Cook Austin , TX Cheater

When is enough, enough?? For Kevin Cook who relates himself to Donald Trump Never!  This is my story of a man who betrayed his girlfriend in every possible way morally. He thinks he can bully, abuse, cheat, then lie his way out of any situation this is not the case any longer.

The Comment: Every word that you are about to Read is true. I have proof of every incident that I will disclose. The whole story is 100 times worst. Most importantly remember: It was Kevin Cook’s choice to hurt and continue on with this destructive course through his own actions and words. He did this , not me, or anyone else. The reason for this disclosure is because I do not want any female who is honest and good to ever suffer what I did because of Kevin C.. The story is sad and long. The irony is it ended the way it began by Kevin lying from day one ( a trap ) sleeping around to Kevin lying and sleeping with someone else as soon as he left my house. Kevin does not shower or use condoms when he goes from one person to another (that is the addiction) for which he has never sought help for. He is more concerned with himself (“sex is my love”)Kevin Cook . He lies and tells everyone whatever will get him laid. Rachel. POF LIZ, some Dr. , young waitress under 21, Priya (Gross), steiner ranch female ,Brodie Lane female: all of these women he denies sleeping with. According to him they were either gross or he was not attracted to them. If anyone can tell me who he spent December 30th and 31st with for both 2012 and 2013? I would really appreciate clarity on this matter. He denies being with any female on these dates. I met Kevin on a dating website, we met at Trudy’s in Austin on 6/9/12. I had not dated anyone for two years. I needed a break from the dishonesty I had encountered with men. He was so cute and I was taken with him from the start. By, the end of June we had already had our first argument. But, Kevin has a way with words. He told me he had never met anyone like me, he was in love and had been waiting his whole life for someone like me. Before I knew it he told me he wanted to marry me in the fall of 2012. I had never felt the need to be married, but, something was different and for the first time I talked myself into just letting go. Afterall, we were both older and he had made his mistakes, sowed his wild oats and was ready to settle down it made sense to me at that time. I usually worked on Friday nights, but, argued with him because I could never get in touch with him after he left work. I had never had a boyfriend do this, all my relationships I could call anytime and they would answer or call me back asap. Not Kevin, I would not hear from him except sometimes via text until Saturday. Kevin, came up with a million excuses which included trying to blame me. He denied cheating on me as a matter of fact I have an email from him stating “he is not a liar or cheater and would never be” he told me that on our second date as well. He told me he wanted a future with me (marriage). His actions never held up to his words and he would disappear from Friday evenings through Saturday I could never get in touch with him once he left work. 10/5/12 he was with me that morning he told me we were committed to each other and asked what color gold white or yellow for my ring. We spoke throughout the day. I finally decided to find out the truth about what he was doing (laundry and errands) according to him on Friday nights. 45 minutes after our last communication, I walked in on him butt naked inside another female with no condom on. I spoke to her, asked questions, she never actually said a word. Just shook her head to my questions. Kevin, jumped off of her and never said a word until he said ” you need to leave now”. He acted like I was a total stranger, no emotion, no guilt, no remorse. The female was not behaving like she had been deceived but, as if she owned the place. She never spoke a word. I questioned who this female was the entire time I knew Kevin. I have come to understand and accept it was the female I thought it was from the beginning. I had the displeasure of being asked to hang out with Kevin and his so called friends ( I think they were swingers, that is what he said later”). I will leave it at that. As I was walking out the door, for no reason at all he said “I’m going to call the police on you”. You will see the emails from that day below. Telling me how much ” He loved me ” and then treating me, the person who had been lied to, betrayed by him, speaking to me this way after the most devastating and heartbreaking moment of my life to date. This is how I found out what he was really doing Friday evenings into Saturdays. Since that day, nothing would be the same again. I endured Kevin’s relentless pursuit of me. Calling/ emailing from numerous numbers. All I would block ,then, he would call from another restricted number or make up a new email. He would stop by and cry randomly. Leave notes, it got to the point I filed numerous police reports and finally did a no trespassing warning issued by the police to him. But, Kevin only knows how to do one thing manipulate. I have never experienced a man like this (no moral compass) and was emotionally devastated by the image of 10/5 that I could not get out of my head. He played on this from 10/5/12-7/31/14. He played his emotional games with me. I contracted 2 different stds from him in 7/14. Many arguments have been had since then, but, he promised and failed to provide proof (phone records) that he did not leave my house that day and sleep with someone else. I needed this proof because he had me fooled. I did not think he was doing it anymore because he swore he had changed. But, after he decided to tell me he was a sex addict in August I realized he had played me the whole time. I was on medicine for the entire month of August and waiting for the results from the borage of std testing I under went. Kevin, telling me about his sex addiction was just plain cruel another devastating blow to my mind and heart , as he never admitted this while we were a couple. I was in therapy from August until December trying to undue the psychological damage from being in a relationship with him. The entire time I was with Kevin I asked him to go to therapy and he promised he would but, he never did. He did however make up five complete sessions until I called his bluff. He laughed and hung up on me. Only to return to my door crying his crocodile tears and throwing his blackberry because he “could not live without me”. I still have the voice message of Kevin saying that he “started therapy to end the vicious cycle of relationships that have not worked out “. The whole thing was a lie!! Used to get me back. I have witnessed there is no low he will not stoop too in order to get what he wants. Lastly, with are few phone conversations from this year 2015 (which are recorded) he felt the need for no reason at all during our conversations to tell me how bad he really was in 2013 and 2014. It was him bragging that he had used his lies and manipulation to keep me, only to stab me in the back yet again, by admitting “yes, I was very bad”. It was not like I had not realized that by the STDS I contracted or the admission of his sex addiction. On July 31st after spending five days with me ,as I had told him if he wanted to be with me then he had to start behaving like it. He lasted only five days, on the fifth day July 31 st 2014 he left while I was in the shower. He never said a word just left. The last two weeks in July, Kevin, knew I was having pain and I had already accused him of cheating again. He told me “no”, he “would never do that to me again.” The last night he was at my place, he was on his tablet as usual ,pretty much ignoring me. Except to tell me I could not go to Boise with him as he had promised. I had been through this before. He did the same exact thing on 10/4/2012. The next day I found him having sex with another female in his apartment. I emailed him on Friday 8/1/15 telling him about the STD I had contracted from him, because he had conveniently blocked my phone calls. He knew I had gone to the Doctors that day because I spoke to him while I was in the Doctor’s office. He did not give a shit about what was happening to me. This from a man who goes from telling me “I’m the One ” to playing the victim, picking a fight, and then running as fast as he could out the door. What kind of person can hurt someone like that, then continue to pursue me making all sorts of claims about his feelings regarding me. While knowing it was just a sick game to him. I am truly grateful I did not end up with an incurable STD for the rest of my life. He obviously could care less about his actions and how he violated my body, my trust, and my kindness. Betraying someone you claim to care about whether they know it or not is not the way to live life. When I called him the morning of 7/31/14, he told me how bad he was as a person and he had many issues. I asked Kevin during our last phone conversation if there was ever a time he was with only me? His response was ” yeah there were times” our conversation before that I had asked if he ever told me the truth? He responded by saying ” I love you” . He also made a very big deal the last time we spoke that he remembers everything. During the time he was in my life part of his excuses when I would question him was “I can’t remember”. The fact that he once again made a point to let me know he remembers everything and that he was really bad is just pure evil. He was not apologetic at all. Not that it mattered, I’ve heard his bullshit apologies for years (that was when he swore he had changed 2013). I have god knows how many texts, emails ect., stating how he changed, read his stupid poems to me( I doubt he wrote himself) therefore I know now that his apologies are as empty as he is (black hole). Kevin also has a temper, at this point I will not go into that, but, it is scary. I realize now that everything Kevin Cook ever told me was just intentional deception. Now it has come full circle. He left and was with someone else that day, that weekend. That is why he will not provide the telephone records he promised he would. The following are snippets of conversations via email: just a glimpse of what I endured: All because I tried to believe him as he requested, when he would beg me to have faith in him as a person and man. October 5th 2012: (The day I caught him, I came home to find this , he sent it right before he left work). I have never met anyone like you.ūüôā I am in love with you and you have my heart. Kevin On October 8th 2012 , Kevin C wrote: I am sorry I hurt you….I do love you but I have many issues.ūüė¶ Kevin Cook I’m going to catch a cold from the ice inside my soul. -( I’m sorry . You have been the only one that has gotten through to me. I know I can’t fix this and no words can help. I am broken and need work. I have not given you any stds either. I’m sorry I hurt your kind heart. On Thursday, August 14, 2014 4:54 PM, Kevin Cook < wrote: Sesame Street – Pick Your Pet View on http://www.youtube.com/ Preview by Yahoo (He sent this after I called him a monster, regarding the stds) apparently he found the situation amusing) August 14,2014 Kevin Cook wrote: I have gained weight recently and no i dont have those Sent from my HTC on T-Mobile 4G LTE August 14,2014 Kevin Cook wrote: What i had was obviously something i have had awhile and didnt know …its awful and something im ashamed and embarrassed about but didnt get it recently at all. (notice how he words “recently at all”. That is his way of ducking time frames for Kevin recently can mean an hour. A policeman who I showed his emails to pointed this out to me but, at that time I was in to deep to understand.) August 17th, 2014 Kevin Cook wrote: I’m getting tested for it and hep and HIV just in case. Right now I’m in Boise. Warningrun March 21st 2015 wrote: all I asked for is proof, you did not leave my house and sleep with someone else . we both know I can’t believe your words. you refused to provide your telephone records. that is admission of guilt. On Mar 21, 2015 11:17 PM, “Kevin linked” <> wrote: I see this is bothering you and thank you for taking it down.. I will contact my provider to have them Mail the records since I can no longer access them online. I will do this for you so you can see I did not go anywhere else but where I told you… Home. ( HOME IS WHERE I FOUND HIM INSIDE ANOTHER FEMALE 8 HOURS AFTER HE LEFT ME) (HE WAS ACTUALLY SUPPOSE TO BE AT WORK, SO, WHY HE WAS HOME MAKES NO SENSE. WHEN I ASKED KEVIN (HE REMEMBERS EVERYTHING) WHY HE WAS HOME INSTEAD OF AT WORK HE HAD NO ANSWER). TMOBILE allows access to phone bills for up to one year. Apparently, he is the only person who can not access his phone records. (or will not)? Kevin, never came through with his promise to provide evidence that he did not leave my house and sleep with yet another person. However,¬† in July of 2015 he did send a video of “Sugar” by Maroon 5.¬† He used this to get me to contact him again.¬† He started promigisn the phone bill promise again, he never produced it and frankly, he was never going to just more lies, I told him it did not matter, I was stressed with having him somehow weasel his way in.¬† I asked him if he could be faithful, to me and only me then I would work with him.¬† But, he used excuses including his son, said he was moving but yet still lives in Austin, TX.¬† Anyway, after another break down of¬† him admitting to his cruelness in riddles.¬† I decidedd to write a book soon.¬† Based on the years of hell a stranger put me through with false promises and lies.¬† I have moved on.¬†¬†Bottom line Kevin admitted many times he was never faithful to me or anyone he has been with.¬† ¬†From Sacramento ,CA, Portland, OR, Austin, TX .

  1. HE WILL DISAPPEAR/ LIE ABOUT IT
  2. THE TRUTH IS RIGHT THERE, A MAN WHO LOVES YOU WILL NEVER DISAPPEAR IN FACT¬†HE WANTS TO SPEND AS MUCH TIME WITH YOU AS HE CAN ESCPECIALLY WHEN HE STATES “I HAVE NEVER HAD A CONNECTION LIKE THIS AND NEVER WILL”
  3.  PHONE / DEVICES SHOULD ALWAYS BE ACCESSIBLE AT ALL TIMES/ OF COURSE ONLY IF YOUR NOT HIDING ANYTHING
  4. BLAMING OR STARTING A FIGHT / COMES BACK A FEW WEEKS LATER
  5. HE WAS WITH SOMEONE ELSE THIS IS ONE OF THE WAYS HE JUSTIFIES WHAT HE DOES

6. TAKES NO REAL INTEREST IN WHO YOU ARE OR WANTS TO BE A PART OF YOUR LIFE

7. TAKES VACASTIONS WITHOUT YOU or say’s HAS A BUSINESS TRIP THAT HAPPENS TO RUN THROUG THE WEEKEND. ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬†8. TELLS YOU HE WANTS A BABY WITH YOU. ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† 9. USES ALIASES, calls from numerous numbers 512-985-0214, States not working when I called back, right after it called me. Numerous emails,when you block him. He also enjoys signing my email address to every ¬†kind of porn he has subscriptions too. ¬†Absolute proof of how much he gets off on sleeping with multiple people in a day or week. ¬†People like him need to stay with their own kind, keep the STDs between themselves! I’m not sure why you keep sending me female p*** considering the fact that you watched homosexual p*** the entire last weekend you were with me. ¬†Everytime I walked in the room Kevin was watching men having sex on his tablet, I know he made it a point to tell me about his past homosexual experience but he made himself out to be the victim as usual. He definitely likes spending time with gay men. ¬†He made that a point to tell how aggressive one was becoming. ¬†I tell you good ridden to not catching Aids, Hep, or Gential Herpes from him. ¬†The only thing I ¬†don’t think he’s been with ¬†are animals. He admitted too, prostitutes( who he insists would have slept with him for free!!LOL He is insane.), multiple men ,married women, women with boyfriend’s, women who recently had babies he likes to drink the milk, swingers, he said Alex and Priya were swingers which explained her talking about how sore fat ass breasts ¬†that matched the size of her body perfectly. Jennifer, Sherri? What did he say about you? ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬†V. ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬†¬†LIE, LIE, LIE AS HE BREATHES,¬†WILL LIE RIGHT IN YOUR EYES/ TELL YOU YOUR HISBEST FRIEND/ NO ONE ELSE LIKE YOU/ PILLOW TALK (PROMISES MADE IN THE BEDROOM BY HIM) OUT OF THE BEDROOM, YOU GET NOTHING!

Lastly, his father he used what his father had done to his mother as to why he has issues, but, never actually tells you what they are.¬† Admitted via email by him , he”forgave his father”¬†. It was all a lie, and he used his dead father to blame for issues that he does not have but, a lifestyle he choses not to change.¬† WHAT TO CALL A COCK ROACH LIKE KEVIN COOK, CERTAINLY NOT A MAN.¬† MANY WOMEN ASKED ME IF HE WAS GAY, MY BOOK WILL BE COMING SOON!0509131719b.jpg¬†KEVIN COOK AUSTIN, TX¬† ADMITTED¬†SEX ADDICT ( MULIPTLE PARTNERS/ NO CONDOMS)¬†. LIES AS HE BREATHES! CHEERS!

Set yourself free :)

 

THE FOLLOWING ARE LINKS FOR ANYONE WHO NEEDS MORE INFORMATION ON DEALING WITH A SOCIOPATH:

http://datingasociopath.com/recovery-and-healing-after-dating-a-sociopath/reduce-the-risk-of-meeting-another-sociopath/showing-off-can-make-you-a-target/

 https://www.psychopathfree.com/content.php?212-30-Red-Flags

 http://www.sott.net/article/268449-Empathic-people-are-natural-targets-for-sociopaths-protect-yourself

 https://psychopathresistance.wordpress.com/2015/04/07/empaths-are-targets/

 http://christinemarie.org/sociopaths-retaliate-with-a-vengeance-when-exposed/

 https://www.psychopathfree.com/sociopaths/how-sociopaths-target-their-victims/

SOME HAPPY THOUGHTS TO PASS ALONG, THIS TO SHALL PASS!!

I HOPE ANYONE WHO FINDS THEMSELVES IN THE POSITION AS I WAS WILL FIND COURAGE IN THEMSELVES , IF YOUR BOYFRIEND HURTS YOU AND COMES BACK CRYING WEEKS LATER , CALL THE POLICE! THIS IS A BOOMERANG, VERY DANGEROUS! IF THEY NEED HELP OR SOMEONE TO VENT TO TELL THEM TO GO SEE A THERAPIST!!

NEXT, IF YOUR NEW TO THE AREA GO TO MEETUPS, DO NOT USE THESE FREE ONLINE DATING SITES, THEY ARE HOOK UP SITES AND YOU WILL NOT FIND SOMEONE WANTING A REAL RELATIONSHIP REGARDLESS OF WHAT THEY SAY!!

USE CONDOMS!! YOUR LIFE IS FAR MORE IMPORTANT TO THROW IT AWAY FROM AN INCURABLE STD!! IF YOU THOUGHT DATING WAS HARD, WELL TRY EXPLAINING WHY YOU HAVE GENITAL HERPES!! IF THE PERSON YOUR WITH LIKES YOU ENOUGH EVENTUALLY THE CONDOM CAN COME OFF, WHEN YOU ARE EXCLUSIVE ( MEANING YOU CAN REACH HIM AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT , AND HE IS ALWAYS THERE WHEN YOU NEED HIM).

LASTLY, GO ON A CRUISE, TAKE A VACATION, DO SOMETHING TO MAKE YOURSELF FEEL GOOD!! MAKE SURE YOUR WEEKENDS ARE BOOKED WITH FRIENDS AND DATES UNTIL YOU FIND THE RELATIONSHIP YOU WANT TO BE IN!!

AS I HEALED, I BECAME MYSELF AGAIN, I CAN WALK DOWN A STREET AND HAVE MEN ASK ME OUT! NOT BECAUSE OF WHAT I WEAR, BUT BECAUSE OF  HOW COMFORTABLE I AM WITH MYSELF AGAIN !! MUCH CUTER AND BETTER MEN ARE OUT THERE!! AND THEY ARE LOOKING FOR RELATIONSHIPS TOO!! VERY RARELY DO YOU RUN INTO SOMEONE LIKE THIS.  BUT THEIR THERE, USUALLY ON DATING WEBSITES , HIDING WAITING TO LURE THE NEW VICTIM IN!!

VERY IMPORTANT LAST NOTE, AS THE WEEKEND IS COMING AND I HAVE QUITE A FEW DATES PLANNED!! IF YOU DISAGREE WITH A BEHAVIOR AND HE ARGUES YOUR CRAZY BLAH,BLAH.¬† HAVE HIM MEET A FRIEND , RELATIVE, DON’T TELL HIM YOU ARE PLANNING THIS.¬† THEN BRING IT UP IN FRONT¬†OF THEM (LET THE OTHER PERSON KNOW OF COURSE) AND LET THEM TELL HIM WHAT THEY THINK OF HIS BS EXCUSES!! IF YOU ARE IN A SITUATION THAT YOU DO NOT HAVE ANYONE LIKE¬†THIS, THEN THAT IS WHY HE HAS CHOSEN YOU!! RUN , MAKE, NEW FRIENDS, MEET NEW PEOPLE, MEETUPS ARE GREAT FOR THAT!!! RUN RUN RUN!!

 

 

 

 

A NEW BEGINNING!

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    It is impossible to explain all the things I’ve seen. Both good and bad. As I write this I’m surrounded by Beauty again. The stars in the sky shine bright at night , the days end in a cool breeze , the trees are tall and the mountains enormous . ¬†The river flows and the ocean breeze brings back the inner peace I once knew. ¬†Faced with new challenges I try to find what it is I’ve been looking for my whole life. This time around I don’t feel the excitement of the unexpected or unknown. ¬†Doors have been cemented shut never to be reopened. I hope in time I find that light inside of me again. The beauty of this world so perfectly unbalanced by the evil that destroys it.

FAITHFUL vs the UNFAITHFUL

This is just like a second shot to the chest. And I feel like I don’t even know who the hell it is I’ve been loving all this time.

I broke up with Nick because I found out he had brought other women into our home while I was away and caught them on the security footage

“This is just like a second shot to the chest. I feel like I don’t even know who the hell it is I’ve been loving all this time,” she wrote, adding, “People in this world really are f**ked up.”